I Hate New York 2020

In I Hate New York, set against the vibrant backdrop of New York City from 2007 to 2017, director Gustavo Sánchez takes us on a heartfelt journey through the lives of four remarkable transgender artists: Amanda Lepore, Chloe Dzubilo, Sophia Lamar, and T De Long. With nothing but a home video camera and no scripted dialogue, Sánchez captures the raw and unfiltered essence of their experiences, allowing their personal narratives to unfold in compelling detail.

As their stories intertwine, fragments of their past come to light, revealing the often dramatic yet always captivating journey that shaped their identities and transformed their lives. Viewers are drawn into a rich tapestry of emotions—fears, hopes, and the relentless pursuit of freedom. This film goes beyond mere observation; it engages the audience in a powerful dialogue about survival and the bonds forged within the transgender community.

Particularly poignant is the story of Chloe Dzubilo, a trans artist and HIV activist who has been a crucial voice for the transgender community and those affected by AIDS since the ’90s, showcasing her vital role during a significant epoch in history. Over the span of a decade, Sánchez artfully navigates the evolution of Manhattan’s East Side, shedding light on a vibrant art and club scene that flourished in the late ’80s and early ’90s but began to dissipate post-9/11. This was a time when the energies of punk, disco, rap, and new wave converged, with trans artists using art and music as platforms for activism.

Throughout this evocative exploration, the film’s camera becomes a companion in motion, capturing intimate moments as it travels through the alleys, taxis, and nightlife of the city. It invites us into the hidden corners of underground dives, sleazy motels, and dimly lit dressing rooms, where looks, gestures, and confessions are portrayed with unparalleled honesty and depth.

The narrative is further enhanced by a meticulously curated soundtrack featuring acclaimed contemporary artist ARCA, Academy Award®-winning composer Ryuichi Sakamoto, the innovative soundscapes of Alva Noto, and the iconic drag artistry of Sharon Needles, alongside the punk-rock rhythms of the Transisters, weaving an audibly rich experience that complements the unconventional storytelling.

Through this brave film, we are not merely spectators but confidants to these extraordinary lives and their enduring fight for recognition and acceptance, turning the lens of insight on their unforgettable experiences in New York’s ever-evolving landscape.