Clara Sola 2022

Clara's Life in Repression

Clara, a woman in her forties, lives in a secluded Costa Rican village under the strict supervision of her overbearing mother. For years, she has dedicated her life to caring for Yuca, a horse that appears to have a unique bond with her, often reflecting her own feelings of isolation and repression.

Maria's Romantic Awakening

As Maria approaches her fifteenth birthday, she begins to explore her own feelings of love and attraction, developing a romantic relationship with Santiago. This budding romance marks a pivotal point in Maria's life, contrasting sharply with Clara's own repressed existence.

Clara's Physical Limitations

Clara suffers from a curvature of the spine, which not only affects her physically but deeply impacts her sense of self-worth. Despite her need for surgery, her mother insists Clara remains as she is, further deepening her feelings of inadequacy and frustration.

Cruel Repression Methods

In a desperate attempt to suppress Clara's sexual desires, her mother employs cruel tactics, such as applying chili peppers to Clara's fingers. These harsh methods instill fear and shame in Clara, reinforcing her mother's belief that such desires are sinful and must be eradicated.

Clara as a Mystic

Clara, once known for having mystical experiences, gained a reputation as a faith healer after allegedly being visited by the Blessed Virgin Mary. Her unique ability to understand the secret names of animals and people added to her allure, drawing people to seek her blessings.

A Growing Friendship

As Clara observes the growing intimacy between Maria and Santiago, she finds herself developing feelings for him as well. This confusion and longing highlight Clara's repressed desires and the emotional turmoil that accompanies her awakening.

A Night of Escape

Overwhelmed by her repressed feelings, Clara takes a solitary escape into the forest one night in search of adventurous pleasure. However, her return reveals the extent of her mother’s fervent prayers for the elimination of Clara's sexual desires, adding to the tension of their already strained relationship.

Conflict Over Yuca

After a painful confrontation where Clara's mother injures herself in a moment of desperation, tensions rise when her mother attempts to sell Yuca to fund Maria's upcoming quinceañera. Clara, fiercely protective of her bond with Yuca, decides to send the horse away to preserve their connection.

A Vulnerable Moment

In a profound moment of vulnerability, Clara shares a transformative bathing experience in the river with Santiago, during which she reveals her secret name, Sola. This intimate exchange signifies a breakthrough in Clara's journey of self-discovery.

The Quinceañera Drama

At Maria's quinceañera, the party spirals into chaos when Clara learns of a dead mare found in the river. This shocking news, coupled with Clara's emotional turmoil, leads to an impulsive attempt to kiss Santiago, only to be rejected, creating an uproar at the celebration.

An Earthquake and Emotional Turmoil

As if reflecting the chaos within Clara, a minor earthquake strikes during the party. The situation leads to heightened emotions and confusion, further showcasing the internal and external disruptions in Clara's life.

Ritualistic Destruction

In a moment of overwhelming despair, Clara sets fire to the sacred shrine within her home, watching as the Madonna burns amidst her anger and turmoil. This act symbolizes a powerful rejection of her mother's oppressive teachings and the beginning of Clara's liberation.

Fleeing the Flames

As the fire engulfs her home, Clara escapes, her family believing she has perished in the blaze. This dramatic turn of events marks a significant turning point in Clara's quest for freedom and self-identity.

Restoration at the River

Clara finds her way back to the river where she had transformative experiences with Santiago, seeking solace in the only place that seems to understand her. In a powerful moment of restoration, she feels a shift in her spine, signaling a potential healing.