I Stand Alone 1998

The inaugural scenes of this cinematic tale unfold as a poignant tapestry of memories, woven from the threads of still photographs and the somber narrative voice of The Butcher (who remains nameless). His early life is marked by abandonment and trauma, having been orphaned at a tender age and subsequently subjected to the despicable cruelties of sexual abuse at the hands of a priest. As he navigates his teenage years, devoid of opportunities to pursue his desired vocation, The Butcher reluctantly finds solace in the unsavory profession of butchering horse meat, a trade shrouded in social stigma during that era in France.

Years of arduous labor eventually yield fruit as The Butcher opens his own shop, while his girlfriend gives birth to a daughter. However, as she becomes aware that their child is not a boy, she abruptly abandons her young partner, leaving him to face the daunting responsibilities of single parenthood. With an eerie sense of resignation, The Butcher resolves to raise his daughter alone, only to find himself consumed by isolation and an overwhelming desire for protection. As his feelings of loneliness intensify, he begins to exhibit possessive tendencies, gradually succumbing to incestuous urges toward his own child.

One fateful day, a crimson stain on her skirt precipitates a catastrophic misunderstanding: The Butcher mistakenly believes she has been brutalized and, in a fit of rage, stabs the perceived perpetrator. Only upon discovering the truth – that the “blood” is merely menstrual blood – does he realize the magnitude of his error. His subsequent imprisonment forces him to relinquish his beloved shop to a Muslim butcher, while his troubled daughter is institutionalized.

Behind bars, The Butcher’s dark past continues to unfold as he succumbs to a prison romance with a cellmate. Upon his release, he vows to erase the painful memories and start anew. He finds employment as a bartender at the same tavern where he was once a regular customer, soon striking up a romantic connection with the proprietor herself. As their relationship blossoms, she becomes pregnant, and they begin making plans for their future together. However, just as it seems their dreams are within reach, she sells her business, and they relocate to northern France, where she promises to secure him a new butcher shop.

As the mistress (character) renege on their initial agreement, the Butcher is left with no choice but to take on a nocturnal custodial role at a nursing home. It’s there that he crosses paths with a compassionate young nurse who serves as a stark contrast to his former, emotionally frozen companion. Following the passing of an elderly patient, the Butcher finds himself reflecting on the dearth of affection that has characterized his life, from his orphaned childhood to his later years with a mistress who wielded her wealth and power with cruel abandon. The final straw comes when this same mistress baselessly accuses him of having an affair with the nurse, prompting the Butcher’s explosive outburst of physical violence against her - an act that may have claimed the life of their unborn child, before he flees the scene with a firearm in hand.

With his dignity wounded and his sense of self shattered, the Butcher returns to Paris, where he reclaims his old flophouse room, the same space where he had conceived his daughter. He sets out to revive his career as a horse meat butcher, but finds himself facing an uphill battle due to the shifting tastes of customers during his prolonged absence. Repeatedly rebuffed in his job interviews, the Butcher is forced to confront the harsh reality that his skills have become outdated and unwanted.

In desperation, he broadens his search for employment, only to encounter a series of humiliating rejections as he struggles to find his footing in an unfamiliar landscape. His old friends prove unhelpful, leaving him feeling isolated and adrift. A visit to a slaughterhouse that once did business with his shop serves only to underscore the magnitude of his downfall, prompting the Butcher to lash out in anger and plan the murder of the slaughterhouse manager. However, his plot is foiled when he’s ejected from a local tavern at gunpoint after clashing with the owner’s son. With only three bullets remaining in his gun, the Butcher begins to assign them to the individuals who have contributed most to his sense of shame and defeat.

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