Winter Passing 2006

Reese Holdin is a troubled young woman caught in the tumultuous conflict between a life filled with hedonistic pursuits and the dark shadows of depression. As both a bartender and an aspiring actress, she roams the gloomy streets of New York City. Being the daughter of the acclaimed author Don Holdin, her life is marred by a cycle of self-destructive behavior, including casual sexual encounters, cocaine addiction, and self-harm. Everything changes when a publishing agent approaches her with an eye-catching offer of $100,000 for a collection of old letters her father penned to her deceased mother. Despite the tempting financial reward, Reese finds herself unable to escape the relentless grip of her existential despair, leading her towards the stark, tranquil landscapes of the Upper Peninsula as a means of refuge.

Upon her return to her childhood home in Michigan, Reese encounters an unexpected duo: Corbit, a struggling Christian musician dealing with his own set of challenges, and Shelly, a 23-year-old former student of Don’s. Her father, now a withdrawn figure, spends his days writing, drinking, and living in his garage, serving as a bitter reminder of their emotionally fractured relationship. Initially, Reese harbors resentment towards Shelly, believing that she has taken her father’s affections. However, as she learns more about Shelly’s steadfast loyalty and the support she offered during Reese’s own near-death experience, her feelings evolve into empathy.

As Reese navigates the intricate web of her family’s relationships, she discovers an unexpected bond with Corbit, whose earnest struggles to create music reflect the imperfections of life itself. Their connection deepens alongside her evolving relationship with Shelly, who, unlike her father, remains open to understanding Reese’s emotional needs.

The true spark for Reese’s journey toward self-rediscovery ignites from the discovery of her parents’ old letters. As she immerses herself in these poignant writings, she gradually uncovers the tragic history of her family, including her mother’s untimely death and her father’s ongoing grief. Shelly’s role in this narrative underscores the significance of human connection, as Reese is torn between the urge to share her parents’ letters with the world and the fear of reopening painful wounds.

Meanwhile, Don’s battle with the lingering pain of losing his wife manifests in his routine of sleeping in their shared bed, providing testament to the ways grief can endure. The pivotal moments shared between Reese and Don facilitate healing, enabling them both to confront their losses together through a series of heartfelt conversations.

Ultimately, Reese reaches a transformative moment when she decides to bury her father’s manuscript, Golf, in place of the box of letters. This act serves as a powerful symbol of the cyclical nature of life and death, emphasizing the necessity of confronting one’s inner demons. As Reese leaves for New York, she carries with her the newfound sense of resolution and hope, embarking on a path toward healing in the face of her adversities.