Pain and Glory 2019

“Pain and Glory” intricately explores the life of a film director, Salvador Mallo, portrayed by the talented Antonio Banderas, through two compelling narrative arcs. On one side, we meet Salva as a melancholic artist in his 50s, whose past successes now contrast starkly with his current solitude, affliction, and lack of creative spark. In this present-day narrative, we witness his struggles with health issues and emotional despair. Conversely, we are transported back to his youth, where an affectionate bond with his mother, Jacinta, depicted by Penélope Cruz, unfolds. In her unwavering dedication, she goes to great lengths to provide him with education and an escape from the grips of poverty.

The film adeptly alternates between these two timelines, presenting vivid glimpses of Salva’s life. We see him excel as a young choir soloist in a Catholic school, while in the present, he rekindles a connection with Alberto Crespo, a former actor who was once pivotal in his journey. After a staggering 32 years of silence, their reunion leads Salva to discover heroin, which he views as a relief for his chronic migraines and back pain. During one particularly vulnerable moment, while in a drug-induced stupor, Salva’s computer yields “Adicción” - a candid narrative revealing his poignant three-year romance with Marcelo, another heroin user.

Simultaneously, in his younger years, Salva’s family relocates to a new village in search of a brighter future, yet they find themselves living in a cave with dismal conditions. At just nine years old, he forges a friendship with Eduardo, a village laborer in his twenties, who agrees to teach Salva how to read and write in exchange for his help on the cave’s wall.

In the present, tensions arise when Salva inadvertently offends Alberto by criticizing his acting abilities. In a bid to mend their fractured relationship, he offers him the rights to “Adicción.” This gesture inspires Alberto to create a theatrical performance that showcases Salva’s monologue with breathtaking emotional depth. One fateful night, an audience member becomes visibly affected — revealing himself to be Federico, the Marcelo from “Adicción,” and the love of Salva’s life. Their reconnection leads to a powerful night of reminiscing, allowing Salva to contemplate giving up his recent habit.

This emotional catharsis grants Salva a sense of relief from his depression; however, he continues to grapple with chronic back pain and a persistent choking sensation that raises concerns for Mercedes, his capable assistant and perhaps secret love. Additionally, the wounds of losing his beloved mother linger heavily on his heart, as he reflects on their complex relationship amid his life’s triumphs.

As the story progresses, Salva and Eduardo strengthen their bond, culminating in a moment where Eduardo captures a portrait of his young friend. In a poignant scene, after finishing a tile wall for Jacinta, Eduardo exposes himself to wash, leading to a profound moment that causes young Salva to faint from the overwhelming heat and emotions.

Ultimately, these two narratives converge as Salva strives to reclaim his life and seek out medical help. He endures a procedure to remove a mass in his throat that signals a shift towards recovery. In a twist of fate, Mercedes uncovers an art exhibit showcasing the portrait of young Salva, leading him to purchase the piece adorned with a heartfelt inscription that solidifies the connection they once shared.

This revelation serves as a pivotal moment for Salva, which ignites a new wave of inspiration, spurring him to commence his new project titled “The First Desire.” In a captivating conclusion, we recognize that the entire storyline set in the ’50s is not merely a journey into Salva’s past, but instead offers a deep exploration into the future — culminating in the creation of his film, where he achieves closure through the cherished memories of his childhood and his bond with Eduardo.